Before the Sky lit up in my eyes I settle down beneath the waves and drown I'll never be afraid again One chance to put this to an end The patrons of this tragedy Please leave me be, I wish to trade my air For a death I've awaited in my head Immortality never seemed so real I'd rather my skull blow into dust against Against the fan hanging off our ceiling You can flip the blades and point it at my chest That's how I'm feeling, I wish I couldn't feel at all Happily selfish hands held out and pushed away Reach out again and try to touch me anyways Just pinch my flesh, I want to feel something But as I dream everything's taken from me I'd rather be left in the mess that I made I guess I'll chain myself right up against the flames You can shut the shades and keep the light away That's just how I'm feeling, I wish I couldn't feel at all They try to trip me but you all keep running Is that why it bugs you when I keep stopping I dragged you around to pull you back to your feet As the day fades and the grey starts to take ahold Moments are meaningless Without something to show That's what I'm told, but when I take a look around I lose all hope cause I already know I've lost I'm not sure we'll be able to control The overflow of clients going to hell I'd rather sit at the gates instead of going in I guess I'll have to leave my heart at the door You can't scream, you have no voice in this place I used to have that same look on my face Just try to scream, Take out your own eyes Tonight someone dies alone I'll put a bullet right between my own eyes Because I'm fucking tired of these demons Trying to pull my strings and twist me either way That's how I'm feeling, I wish I couldn't feel at all Happily selfish hands held out and pushed away Reach out again and try to touch me anyways Just pinch my flesh, I want to feel something But as I dream everything's taken from me

They held on too long And this tyranny turns to horror Somewhere back in time I've left the intense part of my mind Can't stop breathing I won't stop moving If I fail now you'll overwhelm me Should I stay here on my insight Lightly begging to end this nightmare Wretched beings from my conscience Their voices piercing, I remain resilient Can't stop breathing I won't stop moving If I fail yet I'll bide relentless Antipathy, all I can feel Horror, accursed delusions so real You'll be torn apart and mamed Left dying alone in vain