Before the Sky lit up in my eyes
I settle down beneath the waves and drown
I'll never be afraid again
One chance to put this to an end
The patrons of this tragedy
Please leave me be, I wish to trade my air
For a death I've awaited in my head
Immortality never seemed so real

I'd rather my skull blow into dust against
Against the fan hanging off our ceiling
You can flip the blades and point it at my chest
That's how I'm feeling, I wish I couldn't feel at all
Happily selfish hands held out and pushed away
Reach out again and try to touch me anyways
Just pinch my flesh, I want to feel something
But as I dream everything's taken from me

I'd rather be left in the mess that I made
I guess I'll chain myself right up against the flames
You can shut the shades and keep the light away
That's just how I'm feeling, I wish I couldn't feel at all
They try to trip me but you all keep running
Is that why it bugs you when I keep stopping
I dragged you around to pull you back to your feet
As the day fades and the grey starts to take ahold

Moments are meaningless
Without something to show
That's what I'm told, but when I take a look around
I lose all hope cause I already know I've lost

I'm not sure we'll be able to control
The overflow of clients going to hell
I'd rather sit at the gates instead of going in
I guess I'll have to leave my heart at the door
You can't scream, you have no voice in this place
I used to have that same look on my face
Just try to scream, Take out your own eyes
Tonight someone dies alone

I'll put a bullet right between my own eyes
Because I'm fucking tired of these demons
Trying to pull my strings and twist me either way
That's how I'm feeling, I wish I couldn't feel at all
Happily selfish hands held out and pushed away
Reach out again and try to touch me anyways
Just pinch my flesh, I want to feel something
But as I dream everything's taken from me